Well, I can’t seem to stop myself from crying. I’ve given up minutes ago, considering that maybe crying is not a bad thing after all. My roommates are going to have to deal with confusion as to why I’m crying all of a sudden for no apparent reason. I thought I’d be embarrassed….

-PAUSE-

Oh, GREAT. The electricity just went off. They told us earlier that we’re going to have to deal with this the whole day. I was hoping that it’s not going to happen.. But hey, you don’t always get what you hope for. Ah, it’s a good thing I charged my MacBook earlier.

Anyway, back to the topic at hand.. I can’t really seem to understand why am I crying. I just get really emotional sometimes, given that there’s something to trigger my emotions; then I’ll find myself hard to stop. Plus, I’m having this major explosive headache, which is undoubtedly not a helpful thing in my situation right now. I’m feeling fever-ish, I’m having the flu, not to mention the sore throat.. *sigh* 

I miss my sisters. I miss being at home.. And I just miss almost everything about the previous me. I feel like such a stranger to myself at times. I don’t know why I do or say some things, I don’t know why I feel what I feel, I have no idea why am I criss-crossing the thoughts in my head. I simply have no answer to all this. To say that I am a complicated person is probably not a statement I’d wholly agree with. But then again, maybe I complicate my own matters sometimes.

Life feels like such a blur on countless events, but hell, I wouldn’t know if I’d like it better clearer. :|