The answer is, YES, I’m feeling quite down lately~ Despite how I laugh, I smile, deep inside I’m battling my own dilemma. Regarding what? Ah, even I don’t know for sure the answer to that.. But one thing for sure, I am lacking confidence, I am starting retreat into my shell. NO, I definitely don’t want that to happen.. I want to live life. I don’t want to watch it pass me by and miss everything then have regrets building up as I go on.. NO REGRETS has always been the way I want to live my life. Everything that has happened, happened for its own reason.. That goes for everything that will happen too. Though you don’t really know what is the reason behind everything..

I seriously don’t know what is up with me lately.. I need.. I… Urgh, I don’t know. I can’t really think straight right now.. I don’t know what else to say. My brain is not cooperating with me for the time being. My heart is taking over, it’s trying to let me down.. Most probably, victory will be its. -_-